...and dont forget to breathTuesday, December 6, 20058:52PMthe whole situation with my brother having cancer has been hitting me pretty hard... we found out yesterday that the chemotherapy hasnt been working.. and the tumor might be getting bigger... he's going to start radiation soon... the hardest thing is knowing whats going to happen if the radiation doesnt work... pretty much all i can do now is pray and ask God for peace for whatever he has planned for my brother... Current mood:  scaredSaturday, June 18, 20052:09AMwell i go to new jersey on tuesday... pretty stoked about that... today was such a wierd day... didnt really do anything... nicole bought me a static lullaby's new cd... its intense... i like their new sound... no more typing Current mood:  hahaCurrent music: radio flyer's last journey - a static lullaby Monday, May 16, 200511:37PMthe slash of the blade sends the hawk crashing to the ground... the end... Current music: i want my life- Smile Empty Soul Friday, May 13, 20058:42PMi just got accepted to Central Washington University.... im pretty stoaked..... Current mood:  sobering upCurrent music: Take the Veil Cerpin Taxt - The Mars Volta Wednesday, May 11, 200510:23PM
There is Joels LOVELY AND OH SO SEXY new hair cut.............. Provided by : Kristy Schwartz Future Wife and dear friend.. hey hey heyyyyy hehe.. love ya much! <333 Monday, May 9, 2005Saturday, May 7, 2005Tuesday, May 3, 200510:54PMim on the damn patch... im trying to quit cigarettes... and its actually going pretty well... but yea... this weekend i had was crazy.... didnt go to school today cuz i just didnt feel like waking up.. then went over to my friend matts house and played mercenaries...... which is a badass game.. then played his wife and her mom in scrabble... i got fucking second... pretty gay pretty gay.... but yea... in all a good day.... Current mood:  a good moodCurrent music: Take the Veil Cerpin Taxt- The Mars Volta Sunday, April 17, 200511:24AMlife is good.... finally off the white stuff.... and stayin clean... school is shitty though... its so lame... im just ready for something new to happen... except for that fight in lunch with girls hair flying around was pretty crazy.... Current mood:  groggyCurrent music: Pain - Jimmy Eat World (JEW) Tuesday, April 12, 200511:23PM"how many special people change... how many lives we live are strange,... where were you while we were getting high... slowly walking down the hall... faster than a cannon ball... where were you while we were getting high... some day you will find me.. caught beneath the landslide... in a champaign supernova.." Current mood: highCurrent music: Oasis Tuesday, March 15, 20054:14PMwell its been awhile.... but yea... alot of shit has happened with drug tests.. and people moving... but this friday is the end of the 3rd quarter... which means i only have one quarter left till i graduate... pretty damn excited about that... :o) Friday, January 28, 20052:33PMwell im updating before kyree yells at me... lol.... not too much has really happened... finally got my truck back so thats good... runs better than ever... still working at shitty pizza hut... but its friday and i dont have work so im excited bout that... well dont have to much else to say right now... peace nigga's Current mood: twackedCurrent music: This Hollywood Machine - There is a Cure Sunday, January 9, 20058:24PMyea... woke up late and went to church... got home... did nothing.. eddie came over then we went and ran some errands... then stopped by matts... played some halo 2 where i did really shitty... walked home for no apparent reason... was in a shitty mood... then went and met up with rhino, chuckles, and kyree at starbucks which put me in alot better mood.... now im home... with a shitload of homework... Current mood:  blahCurrent music: wishlist - pearl jam Saturday, January 8, 20052:31AMgood night... Current mood:  goodnightFriday, December 31, 20041:59AMhavent updated in awhile.. but who gives a shit...just got home from a friends house.. this winter break has been badass... my brother has been here... so thats fucken cool... but yea.. just played some poker... but one all the motha fuckin chips... too bad we werent playin for money... cuz the last two nights i won their damn money... but yea... ive been drinkin so its kind of hard to see this damn screen.... so i think im gonna go find something to eat .... hope you all had a kilelr christamas and happy new yer to the people i havent seen... keep it real.. Current mood: drunkCurrent music: apology not accepted -closed eyes(my friends band in jersey) Saturday, December 18, 20041:47AMi dont even know... shit has gotten so crazy... for good and bad... but i just seriously dont know... lol Current mood: wired like a motha fuckaThursday, December 9, 20041:16PMtonight is twisted christmas with eddie... im so fucken excited.... SHWAAAAAAAAAAAAA Current mood: :o) a concert finallyTuesday, December 7, 20048:44PMwhat a shitty morning... so i get up to take a shower like usual... go in the bathroom.. and for some reason i opened the other side and then went to close it before i got in (thank fucking God) cuz the glass door exploded and shot glass everywhere.. so my hand got little cuts on it... and my feet are fuckin soar cuz i jumped back and stepped on glass... so yea.. not the greatest start... went on with school... came home.. called Corian in florida and got to talk to her for like 10 minutes... then i started my homework and took a nap before work... and now i just got off work and still have a shitload of homework to get done... so much to do... Current mood:  gloomyCurrent music: Jimmy Eat World - Kill Monday, December 6, 20048:55PMtwisted christmas on thursday: Current mood: so juicedSaturday, December 4, 20043:26PMits been a week since my last cigarette.. and its my second day of being off the patch.... craziness Navigate: (Previous 20 entries) |
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